Tuesday, September 30, 2003

anyone whos willing to change for the better should be given a second chance. and tausapao should shut her big mouth up for once. shes an fully-grown, or should i say over-grown adult already. she should know what should be said and what shouldnt. even kids like us understand.


blossom. 5:11 PM


Monday, September 29, 2003

what a fruitful day. but it burnt a hole in my pocket. spent 14 bucks today. 6 for macs. 6 for teenage and teens. just bought teens for the jay poster ;P 2 more bucks for the cheelees' children's day's presents. a really creative present thought up by roach, hanny and me. like what they say, san ge chou pi jiang, sheng guo yi ge zhu ge liang.
really love wo niu by jay. its like sooo nice. wo yao yi bu yi bu wang shang pa. the rest are too muffled to hear.


blossom. 5:19 PM


Sunday, September 28, 2003

it feels good to have a nice long chat with an old friend who knows you inside out.


blossom. 11:03 AM


Saturday, September 27, 2003

ive never seen so many ppl in kembangan in my nine years staying here. it was the rejuvenation of the community centre. my organ class was purposely puched to 8pm cos they wanted to display us to bg george yeo. so we played songs the whole hour and had ppl staring into our glass cage with curiosity. some even invited themselves to have a seat in the studio. i swear not to stare at animals at zoo behind glass anymore. they must have that "why-are-those-freaks-staring-at-me-like-im-some-freak??!" feeling.

ok anyway we were supposed to be playing for george yeo. but he just simply walked pass our studio nonchalantly like we were some radio. to think we play the whole hour just for his one minute of listening pleasure, he didnt bother to even give us 3s. -____- now my back my leg aches after banging on the organ, playing the same song for zillion of times and trying to compete with the blasting songs that was being sung horrendously by "singers".

and the cc is so fake. purposely make us come late. and many other ppl i bet. thats why the whole cc is full. there's not a single empty room. they're just trying to make it look as though the cc is the most happening place in kembangan. there was this performance on. many ethnic performances.
there was this woman in this disgusting green sequined dress singing some chinese oldie. and the accompanying dancers were in silver. the women even had silver wing-like structure. maybe they are still living the seventh month, thinking that they are performing at a getai. cheongsams would had been fine, but not glittering ugly dresses. saw my exclassmate. now i know why some ppl call marists pimply. okay thats kinda bad. maybe he isnt that bad. but he used to look better than now.

tk's ranked 12 this year. not really good. but i expected worse, maybe something like 20 cos the mean really sucked. hopefully our batch would do well. neha promised mrs chan that we would get into top five. talk is cheap.


blossom. 10:26 PM


Friday, September 26, 2003

my nails are nice and short now =)

finally started studying. merger really sucks. the chapter is so long. and theres like so much detail to know. school was quite relaxing today. not much work done. emaths was just checking answers. chem too. but mrs chan kept digressing. lol. mrs chan's so nice. hope she teaches us again next year. it would be nice to keep all the teachers we have. except tausapao of course.

today tausapao went to pick on justina. saying shes a corrupted official cos her belt very loose. doesnt she know that her so-called joke is rather old. and she's like the role model for us to become a fat corrupted official.

stingy mr ang only gave 19 for highest for our dramatisation. everyone did a wonderful job and lots of effort was put into it. lala's group deserves something like 23 at least. georgia's and ahpa's group also deserve something above 20. how can mr ang be so stingy.

there's survivor later. heard that the players thought they were going for a photoshoot and was dressed very formally. like woah. they have totally no choice. it'll be interesting.


blossom. 9:46 PM


Thursday, September 25, 2003

ahpa betrayed ahma again. commiting adultery with that mao. caught red handed by ma. we guest starred ahpa and co's play. we were the children. just sat there. and we get free chocolates =D it was like the whole cheelees were in it. except wanjie cos she was the camera-woman. sad.

georgia's damn good at talking quickly. shes like so pro. james and the giant peach was soso. but fairuz and emma did really well. guessed fairuz was just being her usual self - mean. the idea of using blowing a balloon as the peach is really good. rather cute. so all the groups finished their plays. no more fun.

everyone's like studying really hard. except for me and hanny. exam starts next fri. but we havent started at all??! this is the latest ive ever start. gotta start mugging! arghh.


blossom. 8:25 PM


Wednesday, September 24, 2003

like what zhengmin said, the day cant get any worse.


blossom. 8:36 PM


gua feng zhe tian wo shi guo wo zhe ni shou
dan pian pian yu jian jian da dao wo kan ni bu jian
hai you duo jiu wo cai neng zai ni shen bian
deng dao fang qing de na tian ye xu wo hui bi jiao hao yi dian
cong qian cong qian you ge ren ai ni hen jiu
dan pian pian feng jian jian ba ju li chui de hao yuan
hao bu rong yi wo cai neng duo ai yi tian
dan gu shi de zui hou ni hao xiang hai shi shuo le byebye.


this song is stuck in my head.

argh stupid me. im so ill-disciplined. im supposed to be pia-ing already. ss exam is on next friday. not to mention the amaths ca on mon, chinese zong ting xie on tues, history ca on wed. gee. and the worst thing is i havent even start studying?! im like slacking all day longg. must piaa!!


blossom. 4:39 PM


im screwed. pe's screwed. mrs kong officially insulted softball by making us our bat with our palms. as in someone throw you the ball, you hit it with your palm, the someone tries to catch your ball. whoever steps on the pitcher thingie wins. lame. good thing she's not teaching basketball. or she'll make someone pretend to be a hoop while another shoots.

the only good thing that came out of this day is english. dramatisation was fun to watch. lala's group damn good. nice intro. damn pro. keowkoon's good was quite funny. keowkoon was like an overexcited kid. and they wanted to show the filmed dramatisation. which is us. got no face to watch. not with the crown and the silly judge hair. i looked like a fool. luckily, they dont have good av skills and cant connect. thank god.

the rest of the day sucked.


blossom. 4:11 PM


Tuesday, September 23, 2003

woo. english finally over. think we did quite well overall. some mistakes here and there, but dont think the audience realised except for one. ahsoh forgot her lines and she was asking roach to just anyhow say something. but silly roach went "its not my line!" the audience looked damn shocked. so embarrassing. was translating san nian er ban into english for roach. its like so difficult loh. since when did vincent fang's lyrics made sense.

got 32/35 for chinese. hanny, lihuan and alice got full marks. power. im glad i'll pass chinese overall. 16/35 for compre. thats 48/70. not very good lah. but nvm. at least i passed. chinese has now become a fail-or-pass subject for me, no longer the distinction-or-not subject. and why is that so? its obvious isnt it, tausapao is a horrible teacher.

jieyi went back early cos she hyperventilated. so poor thing. she seemed to be very xin ku. hope she gets well soon.


blossom. 6:59 PM


Monday, September 22, 2003

ok. that sounded conceited. but hey we're the best we rawk!


blossom. 5:26 PM


today was a boring day. had the 'final dress rehearsal' for tmr's english dramatisation. it didnt really went well at first cos the lines got mixed up. but we got better. if we dont laugh, we would be one of the best groups =D
"i've sworn i want that flesh and i will have it! if you dont let me, then the law of venice is useless and so is your power!" think this line is really nice and good. its shylock's line.


blossom. 5:17 PM


Sunday, September 21, 2003

My inner child is sixteen years old today

My inner child is sixteen years old!


Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.


How Old is Your Inner Child?
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blossom. 2:52 PM


just helped my dad count money. he opened the piggy bank. there's like $1200+ worth of coins. like woah. my hand stinks now.

had a weird dream last night. dreamt that joshua ang (the rich homerun guy..think thats his name) was in our chinese class. he was sitting in front of me cos xumei didnt come. and sam and hanny were gawking at him. like "omg he's soo cute!" the way they used to think that xumei is cute. then theres another weird part of my dream. dreamt that keli was smoking??! like -_____-''' this is lame man.


blossom. 2:52 PM


Saturday, September 20, 2003

new template! think my life's like that picture - messed up and screwed. supposed to have studied but i end up with a template.
listening to ni ting de dao now. how come nobody likes this song? roach likes dong feng po, hanny likes qing tian, sam likes ai qing xuan ya, jieyi likes yi fu zhi ming, etc. but no on likes ni ting de dao. its so nice loh. speaking of roach, its really amazing how someone who never spoke a word of chinese actually starts to sing to jay. one month ago, anyone would have fall off the chair if they hear that roach actually listens to chinese songs. ppl really change.


blossom. 7:13 PM


just got back for amaths revision. spent 2 hours there. but i dont think she covered a lot. just very briefly. and recalled all my knowledge on quadratic roots. miss lui is like really haunting us for the properties. scary. but good thing i was sitting in front so she didnt call me.

went for blood test in the morning. i dont have dengue. but im anaemic. not enough haemoglobin. maybe i can go train in higher altittudes and gain more haemoglobin. and my mom told me i have abnormal haemoglobin. just like her. its called some minor thingie. so i cant marry someone with the same problem or the baby will have some serious blood problem. -_______-

stayed back to do the dramatisation after school. got most of the things done. props and all. but my judge hair kept sliding off. and im quite sure i looked ridiculous with that crown. monica and fly were very amused by us. gotta memorise the lines. but i dont have much. the longest one is just 4 sentences. "Shylock, we all expect that you will not go through with this demand. We expect you to show mercy to this merchant. We are all sure that you will forgive him and only ask for a small part of the money he owns you for he had suffer some losses recently. What do you say, Jew?" easy right. but poor ahsoh. got loads of lines to memorise. lucky me ;P


blossom. 12:44 PM


Thursday, September 18, 2003

feeling really tired this few days. was feeling itchy all over from yesterday. went to see the doc just now. he thinks that i may have dengue. so i gotta go for a blood test tmr at east shore. =(

today's my parents anniversary. sort of guessed it cos they told us all to get back before 6 to go out for dinner and its no one's bday. went to some changi club to eat. the food's not bad. oh well. happy anniversary dad and mom.


blossom. 9:45 PM


Monday, September 15, 2003

the great has finally recovered from her illness. silly ahchee, must have been her who infected me. and it made me sick for four long, torturous days. so my last four days of holidays were just gone like that. i slept four days away. i was never awake for 2 hours. but having a temperature which went as high as 39.3 degrees celsius it wasnt fun. so ppl, gotta take care, cos you wont want to end up like me.

after escaping the clutches of what you call a fever, you think i'll finally get a good night's sleep. but very mysteriously, my mind kept playing the scenes in sinbad repeatedly while i try very hard to sleep. -_____- and when i woke up this morning, my calf muscles felt like a hardened mass and walking became a chore. its like muscle aches, the very very severe kind on both legs. this sucks.


blossom. 11:33 AM


Wednesday, September 10, 2003

had amaths lessons in the morning. damn boring. miss lui was explaining everything as if we have the intelligence of dexter. went to roach's house to do project after that. ate pizzas that her mom baked. its quite nice, but i dont really like luncheon meat on pizzas. and the crust is a little fragile. came up with a lame advertisement for civic mindedness. its superduper lame. and funny. did amaths too, then went to tm to watch turn left turn right.

silly fly couldnt find where we were (the kfc under games station) and i had to go look for her. saw yan walking to the interchange. if only roach was there too. haha. yuching came, and we realised that we had booked one more ticket. sam came up with some lame idea (to find yan at the interchange and beg her to take the ticket) which was obviously unsuccessful. but luckily, there was a really kind woman that they managed to persuade to buy the ticket. must be our lucky day.

the movie was quite okay. like what yuching say, something really deep. edmund chen was damn funny. and the ending's really lame. its like, no way it'll ever happen. maybe in fairytales lah. went home after the show. fly and sam were not acting their age as usual. if only they'll learn right.

got amaths early in the morning tmr. hais. to think i actually liked amaths.


blossom. 10:17 PM


Tuesday, September 09, 2003

been slacking so much. watched sinbad with my sis. that silly girl cant eat properly. she just bit into the chicken and she broke her tooth. one of the molars. -___-''' the show's quite okay actually. a couple of twists and a good old happy ending. saw lingxiu outside my house when i got back. its like im on one side and she's on the other. then i cross and she cross. but being oblivious to everything except the so interesting road, she didnt see me. did she have stamps all over her eyes?! didnt call her cos she had her earphones on. what a blind and deaf girl.


blossom. 5:11 PM


Monday, September 08, 2003

listen to ufm100.3. that guy's lame. saw queen on channel 8 news just now. she looked kinda weird. and very black.


blossom. 9:20 PM


went for braces adjustment. now its green. like this.
watched s.w.a.t. not much plot, but the action's good. and for once, i agree with roach, colin farrell is cute.


blossom. 5:15 PM


Sunday, September 07, 2003

Your Name: Tan Xin Yi
Your Date of Birth: 10/14/1988
Your Question or Information:

Past

Ehwaz - Abrupt changes, moving into new home and environment, travel, swift change in situation.

Present

Wunjo - Joy, happiness, love, fulfillment in career and home life, the icing on the cake.

Future

Ing - Fertility, successful conclusion to issue or situation, ending one cycle and beginning another.

Cast the runes here:
Rune Caster



blossom. 10:52 PM


just watched the telecast of singapore hit awards. jay won three! most popular male, best male album sales and some ya tai zui jia nan ge shou i think. whatever ya tai is. stupid ahchee was screaming whenever she sees energy. they dont exactly look nice trying in tight black stuff. saw one of the energy's fans waving the tk doll. ahchee said it was some sec4 girl.

taozhe's hair was nice. and stupid sun ho won so many and got to perform so many times. like YUCK. too bad jay didnt come. its not like the taiwan one. like what queen said, the taiwan hit awards' judges sucked. yanzi won lots of awards too, she really rawked. the first singaporean to win the best female singer.

had a weird dream from my afternoon nap. was on some shuttle bus with roach and co. one guy that we all seemed to know was there too. and roach kept ogling at his boxers. i mean like, this is crazy. im nuts.


blossom. 10:44 PM


Saturday, September 06, 2003

What is your past life? How did you die? by whisperinghope
Name
Age
WayMurdered by sums in the Maths textbook
Past LifeHistory teacher.
Created with quill18's MemeGen!

i never knew maths could kill. and that i was so pro-history. this is lame and funny man. haha.


blossom. 3:37 PM


i screwed my chinese oral. it totally sucked. as if i really care whether arnold is running for mayor or whether the use of flags and anthem is broadened or not. and the bloody passage was like so difficult. couldnt read at all. so i read a few words, pause, read, make mistake, pause. something lidat for the whole passage. this sucks man.


blossom. 3:22 PM


Friday, September 05, 2003

things to do during holidays:

1) english dramatisation
2) cme project
3) ss many seqs and sbqs
4) emaths hmwk
5) english summary
6) start studying my sciences and humans
what a nerd man.
7) get a new water bottle
8) watch some movies. i havent stepped into a cinema in months.
9) find an easy piece to arrange for my organ exam

life isnt good. if only i can just cancel everything except 7 and 8. in my next lifetime perhaps.


blossom. 10:41 PM


okay damn. i just wrote finished typing my entry and blogspot did not save it. shall repeat everything since ive got the mood to blog.
chem spa was tough. didnt really know what to do even though we've discussed it. stupid me, didnt ask for spatula and something that can grind, so i wont be able to crush my tablet on that day. and if i do manage (maybe i can do with a few chews or scratching it with my nails_, i would be pinching it like salt into the acid. great practical skills huh. im so going to fail spa. history was very funny. lots of aeroplanes flew past my mdm hassan tried competing with the noise. she was telling us about her kuku invigilator for o'lvls too. very hilarious.
chuan didnt come today. so we had miss tay. she's so lame man. if only can get her for tmr's oral. she seem rather nice. hopefully wont get tausapao or adela chee. -crosses fingers- was watching the way qiaoyi play. very nice. she look like comic character. those rukawa kind. air of arrogance, but damn good. okay lah maybe she isnt arrogant. but she just have that kinda look.
exam timetable was given out today. it's hell. but cant blame the person who did it. its not exactly easy to coordinate all the subjects. having physics and cl paper 2 on my birthday. i could just be the luckiest person on earth. "holidays" are here. and the slogging starts.


blossom. 10:26 PM


Thursday, September 04, 2003

its been a long day. had physics spa. quite okay lah. just that my graph's a little sketchy. got back bio spa. my nike graph actually got 6 marks. muahaha. it rained damn heavily during our emaths spring tests. it was even heavier than last week's. the rain could like splatter 2m. my poor papers got wet. no assembly today. had fm session instead. that bitch complained about us to mrs chan and some ne board. wth. she's like overly kanchiong and thinks too highly of triple science classes. gee. who say triple science must be the best. and she didnt want wanjie to go even after mrs chia approved of it. why? cos she thinks that the drugs are too scary and wanjie may get a relapse. evil woman. paranoid and annoying.

had oral after school. on some elderly ppl. like what a boring topic. im really unlucky man. never get any good topics. like what's your favourite sport or even do you prefer physics or chem would be better. for conversation it was something about whether generation gap exist. i mean like duh right. but miss lau's really nice. had to do timekeeping. managed to finish amaths and ss. and studied a little. timekeeping encourages you to study. cos you cant talk and you cant walk about. and you cant sleep. so the only thing to do is to get some hmwk completed.

its really interesting to watch ppl read. some will read out loud, some just read silently. nadiah's talked damn loud, i had to move neha all the way to 3/1 cos she's too loud. and lihuan took the longest. she's the only one more than ten minutes. lingxiu on the dot ten minutes. i know im lame. but it would seem interesting to you at that point of time. chem spa tmr. hopefully can do well.


blossom. 9:52 PM


Wednesday, September 03, 2003

quite a fun day. the day started with english and aunt petunia. i never knew she was such an unreasonable woman. stupid sam killed me in her compo. loko was the sandstorm which killed me. xiang bu dao i must ke si yi xiang. or whatever that cheng yu is. played basketball in pe. its been long since there's such an exciting game. maybe not as in the pro kind of exciting..but just very hilarious and fun. zhengmin's team were the UN while we were the aggressors. putting ss knowledge to use. haha.

mr yap's not going to teach us anymore. yayy. i mean like finally right. though the new teacher seem rather strict. but oh well. wara's group were like "YES!" when he announced it. me and sam were pretending to cry cos he looked so sad. ss ca was shit. bet i failed. tausapao as usual was blabbering on. and she was telling us about the promotion meeting and how your academic and disciplinary problems will be discussed. and she claimed that she's very transparent and professional. wow. what a good teacher. my idol indeed.

had learning journey after school. and where did we go? central narcotics bureau. and that driver dont even know where it is. we had to direct him. it was rather noisy in the bus. and that miss yeo was like "this should not be the behaviour of a 3/2 class!" like wth. 3/2 is human. not angels. the presentation was quite okay. but the presentor was like "you see those bloody blahblah.." vulgar. what to do. he works with those ppl. and he kept shaking as he talked. like he's on ecstacy. and he showed some gross pictures of a caned butt. he even demostrated the way they cane. ive learnt that there are several caners cos they'll be damn tired after two canings. imagine the strength they use. and they have follow through. like yuck. but well. those ppl committed crimes. so they asked for it. and girls dont get caning. so we better not ask for too much equality.

took 31 with the cheelees. a very funny trip. sam, leandra and i kept urging queen to pretend that sonja called to trick hanny. but silly queen didnt want to. when sam got off she called queen and queen pretended to be talking to sonja. rachel and hanny were fooled. especially when queen said that hanny likes sonia. hanny looked damn funny. great day today.


blossom. 7:28 PM


Tuesday, September 02, 2003

discovered a really nice song by s.h.e. i've never been to me. ear-friendly and calm.
found my amaths notebook in school. like doink. forgetful me. got back both maths paper. not up to expectations. but its okay. cos theres always another paper. ss test tmr. know nuts about diplomacy and deterrence and singapore's defence. tired of tests.


blossom. 6:54 PM


Monday, September 01, 2003

this sucks man. i lost my amaths notebook. damn. im dead meat. i dont understand how in the blue hell can an a4 size notebook just disappear??! i searched the whole house and i couldnt find it. and i really turned the whole house upside down. i even checked the shoe boxes and under the sofa. i got my whole family to look for it as well and it just doesnt seem to appear. if only my notebook can belt out a ringtone when i call it. if only. im so gonna die.


blossom. 10:44 PM