all the things ive looked forward to has been disappointing ;( oh well, john tucker just has to die tomorrow.
am i such a mugger? why do EVERYONE associate my unhappiness with problems with studies? thank you all for telling me to strive on and keep it going, i will. the point is, im not feeling any stress from studies. its nice to have some encouragement, but its getting sickening to hear the same idea in different words. i know its the exams and all, but seriously, I HAVE MORE LIFE THAN BOOKS. and i thought people knew that. turned out that they didnt. especially those that matters a lot to me.
what an irony, to have friends, and yet no friends.
blossom. 11:57 PM
Friday, September 08, 2006
i thought things couldnt get worse. i wish it had rained hard enough, to wash away everything unhappy. i think life is like national income vs time graph. for illustration sake, this is it.

(to neha: please try to contain your joy upon seeing something economics. it doesnt mean i share your love for it! and dont bother correcting me if i labeled the axes wrongly, plotted the wrong graph, yadayada.)
well, my point is, life goes up and down. i felt like i was right below, then someone pulled me up again. if only things could be red (ideal)?
i made it to the food fair after all, despite that SOME PEOPLE stood me up. in the end, the food disappointed me? no more delicious mushrooms and chicken wings. i swear i combed through the whole hall searching for them. but there was tao kae noi, the best seaweed in the world!! ;D
i know i need to hang in there, so you can lean on me. i think im quite strong, ya? hahaha.
someone predicted that i'll be a mugger for life. i wouldnt mind, if its effective mugging. and only for the next three months please.
blossom. 10:27 PM