Monday, January 29, 2007

yuckiness of my life:
1. bitchy ladyboss
2. hypocritical manager
3. expensive lunches
4. always getting off work late
5. squeezy mrts
6. basically, just work.

highlights of my life:
1. i got my paycheck today!
2. i saw chen hanwei!
3. dinner with lihuan and oldcock
4. lunch with the bballers (even the super long discussion about religion and how we spent more than 20 bucks on tofu, haha)
5. my new chocolate recipe book (tumminess to come)
5. the smses and phone calls that keep me in touch with the rest of the world

things to anticipate:
1. thaipan with neha and co
2. twc stayover
3. the next payday
4. maybe meeting some botak boys, HAHA.

i swear i'll wake up early tomorrow to exercise, if not im a pig. (i sound so primary school, groans.)

something that struck a chord with me:
"cos i am hanging on every word you say, even if you dont wanna speak tonight, thats alright with me."
"Breathing", Lifehouse


blossom. 10:19 PM


Monday, January 22, 2007

the previous bright yellow template was too much for me to bear. i think templates reflects my mood, and im feeling nothing like cheery yellow. im just thinking that in just a month or so, i've lost touch with most of the tjcians. except the basketballers, which i thought we were meeting up too often while i was still jobless. but then, i miss them so much now. i hate my work, it robs me of trainings, something that i actually enjoy now.

then i think of how easily you lose friends if you dont put in the effort, and how some friends always stay. i think of twc, i realise that its our seven year running. sounds crazy, yeah? and it makes me sound old. this would be the perfect occasion for me to insert a picture of us looking ridiculous in sec1, but unfortunately (or luckily?), i dont have any sec1 photos!!

speaking of friends, NADIAH LYNDON is a really wonderful friend cos she just sent me a smile on friendster! this kind of little gestures really warm my heart and make me feel hopeful. (yes nad, im so touched!)

but i return to my pessimistic self.

i cant believe we used to smile like that, that we used to have fun together, that you used to treat me like a friend. but photos dont lie, do they?

EDIT:
NaDiAh says (10:12 PM):
so sweet of you to mention me in your blog
NaDiAh says (10:12 PM):
but pls
NaDiAh says (10:12 PM):
wirte my name bigger la
NaDiAh says (10:12 PM):
at least in CAPS
NaDiAh says (10:12 PM):
and can be more specific or not
your wish granted ;)


blossom. 11:41 PM


Wednesday, January 17, 2007

have you ever seen an opportunity fly by when you werent even there to grab it? i think that just happened to my psc scholarship chance. i went to the wrong venue, how stupid can i get. so in my bloody heels, i tried to run to the nearest atm to withdraw some cash because i stupidly decided not to bring more money before i left home. and then i ran to hail a cab, but the stupid cabby wouldnt drive faster, and he suaysuay met all the red lights!! so i got to the place late, had to handle ten interviewers, out of which two actually spoke, one had his eyes closed, one who looked kindly at me, and the rest were pretty much absent. which is actually a good thing, lessens the pressure a whole lot. oh well, now im just left with blistered feet and a scholarship thrown out of the window.

im starting work tmr. yay for the money, boo for the misses. im gonna miss my trainings with the bballers, im gonna miss lunch dates, im gonna miss watching one tree hill the whole day, im gonna miss popping by school to see how things are, im gonna miss this, im gonna miss that. boohoohoo. and right now, im really missing some people.


blossom. 10:38 PM


Monday, January 08, 2007

And I just want you to know that I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I'll make it through, and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again, just want you to know
"Just Want You To Know", Backstreet Boys

I need to go far away
A few years back would be okay
"Time Machine", The Click Five

I think I'll go to Boston
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town to leave this all behind
I think I need a sun rise
I'm tired of the sun set
Here it's nice in the summer
Some snow would be nice
"Boston", Augustana

You came along just like a song
And brightened my day
Who'd believed that you were part of a dream?
Now it all seems light years away
"I Can't Smile Without You", Barry Manilow

lyrics sung straight from my heart. someone bring me back to normal, please.


blossom. 9:31 PM


Tuesday, January 02, 2007

hello 2007. 2006 is gone. i thought a lot about the ups and downs. and i want to remember all the good times. so, im going to post up photos of the people that made me smile, the people that created an impact in my life and the people i love in the past year. just screw the bad times.

orientation was one helluva time! i loved the cheering, the games, even the mass dance!

meet my orientation group AXIOS


and the ZENITH ogls!



then meet my BASKETBALLERS


at the chinese new year carnival


at the sports carnival


in korea






and at farewell (the vast number of green shirts was no coincidence)



then meet ELEVEN-O-FIVE on the day of the chinese new year carnival


and at chem class


this is my pw group's asses


and our happy faces




note: kiki wants to be with us so badly, haha!


these are my crazy friends


and these are the cute girls (HAHA!)


with an unusually muscular girl


we were at prom




this is my class ;D





then there are the random friends that you love meeting in the corridors.

some are NEW, and corny


and mysterious


and hilarious


and fun


and ghostly


and attitude


and crazy



the rest are OLD, but still entertaining


and rocking


and always bickering


and stunning (NOT WANJIE ;X)


and bimbotic


and totally out of the world kind of crazy


see what i mean?



for the very old, meaning TWC, they're like gold.


and its obvious that we like food a lot. hahaha.



i drew a stick figure to represent EMMA specially. dont be too touched okay.


loko didnt want a stick figure, so she photoshop a picture. to mend her broken heart, here it is!


there are others, im sorry i didnt take photos with them. anyway, thank you all for brightening up my day, and for being there at some point of time or another.


blossom. 11:13 PM