Tuesday, March 18, 2008
i miss sleeping in late ;( and i miss home. all i want is to go home and curl into my bed tucked under my comforter with the aircon at full blast. and sleep till the sun shines onto my backside. i havent been home in two weeks. good friday weekend = going home! yayness.
things are getting crazy. burnt my weekend by volunteering to bring people around sheares for openhouse. 'WELCOME TO SHEARES HALL! my name is xinyi, lemme give you a tour of our hall!' -big smile. rah. now my voice is all sexy, like ive been to camp. whenever i walk past block D now, i feel so bleurgh (cos its where the tour is).
well, this is only the start of all the craziness. matlab lab due on friday, i hate all the weekly labs. for non-engineers, matlab is this powerful programme that is super uesful, only if you know how to work it. and i dont, so yaaa. my matlab term assignment is due in two weeks, and i havent even looked at it yet, and its 30% of my grade, im so screwed. two events in a week, all hovering about my deadline. i have lab on wednesday, means theres a lab report due next week. ;(( i hope i'll survive these three weeks. im behind time in all my modules, too much slacking on my part. and when ive decided to plop down to study, hall gets crazy.
something to look forward to - VC kids camp. yup, another hall event. sometimes i think im a SS, stupid shearite. always down for whatever event there is. but i love kids, so i shall not complain. hope it'll be good, time to get in touch with my inner child! ;)
things are getting crazy. burnt my weekend by volunteering to bring people around sheares for openhouse. 'WELCOME TO SHEARES HALL! my name is xinyi, lemme give you a tour of our hall!' -big smile. rah. now my voice is all sexy, like ive been to camp. whenever i walk past block D now, i feel so bleurgh (cos its where the tour is).
well, this is only the start of all the craziness. matlab lab due on friday, i hate all the weekly labs. for non-engineers, matlab is this powerful programme that is super uesful, only if you know how to work it. and i dont, so yaaa. my matlab term assignment is due in two weeks, and i havent even looked at it yet, and its 30% of my grade, im so screwed. two events in a week, all hovering about my deadline. i have lab on wednesday, means theres a lab report due next week. ;(( i hope i'll survive these three weeks. im behind time in all my modules, too much slacking on my part. and when ive decided to plop down to study, hall gets crazy.
something to look forward to - VC kids camp. yup, another hall event. sometimes i think im a SS, stupid shearite. always down for whatever event there is. but i love kids, so i shall not complain. hope it'll be good, time to get in touch with my inner child! ;)
my friend, in the midst of all the buzz, take care of yourself because it pains me to see you like that.
blossom. 1:44 AM
Thursday, March 13, 2008
today is emo day.
blossom. 10:47 PM
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
i keep losing in monopoly ;( my luck sucks.
i went out jogging yesterday and saw the remnants of an accident. the damage was quite severe. half the car was crushed, a motorcycle laid on the ground. i shudder even at the thought of what happened to the people in the vehicles. especially since my friend almost got into an accident just now, the threat is real and scary. so, all my driver friends out there, be careful!
it just dawned upon me that in less than two months time (8th may), i'll be free! the flip side of it means i'll no longer be a freshie. ;( its crazy how fast this year has passed. i'll definitely miss being a freshie.
my neighbour below me is happily shouting while playing dota. i still dont understand why guys get so excited over dota, -shakes head. then again, there's a lot about them that i have yet to figure out. -shrugs.
no more thinking, no more talking. time to study for my saturday test, and do try and program something out of matlab.
將願望折紙飛機寄成信 因為我們等不到那流星
this line came from one of my favourite songs. i think its really beautiful, and im in love with it.
i went out jogging yesterday and saw the remnants of an accident. the damage was quite severe. half the car was crushed, a motorcycle laid on the ground. i shudder even at the thought of what happened to the people in the vehicles. especially since my friend almost got into an accident just now, the threat is real and scary. so, all my driver friends out there, be careful!
it just dawned upon me that in less than two months time (8th may), i'll be free! the flip side of it means i'll no longer be a freshie. ;( its crazy how fast this year has passed. i'll definitely miss being a freshie.
my neighbour below me is happily shouting while playing dota. i still dont understand why guys get so excited over dota, -shakes head. then again, there's a lot about them that i have yet to figure out. -shrugs.
no more thinking, no more talking. time to study for my saturday test, and do try and program something out of matlab.
將願望折紙飛機寄成信 因為我們等不到那流星
this line came from one of my favourite songs. i think its really beautiful, and im in love with it.
Labels: hall, random, schoolwork
blossom. 11:42 PM
Monday, March 03, 2008
hmm, somehow i feel lighter. and now, its time to take the plunge.
fai showed me this just now, im definitely catching this show!
it feels weird to talk to fai now, cos when its night here its morning over there, and vice versa. its like when im going to sleep, its good night here but good morning over there. its no big deal, just weirrrrrrdd.
the horror starts today. matlab later in the afternoon, i really feel unprepared, cos i have no idea how the test will be like. hopefully the openbook will help! ohwell, ready or not, midterms, here i come!
fai showed me this just now, im definitely catching this show!
it feels weird to talk to fai now, cos when its night here its morning over there, and vice versa. its like when im going to sleep, its good night here but good morning over there. its no big deal, just weirrrrrrdd.
the horror starts today. matlab later in the afternoon, i really feel unprepared, cos i have no idea how the test will be like. hopefully the openbook will help! ohwell, ready or not, midterms, here i come!
blossom. 3:17 AM
Sunday, March 02, 2008
i read this from a friend's blog:
someone asked, "whats the difference between loving a friend as a sibling and loving a friend more than a friend?"
and he replied, "loving a friend as a sibling is when you know you can't love him more than a friend."
hmm, is that really true?
someone asked, "whats the difference between loving a friend as a sibling and loving a friend more than a friend?"
and he replied, "loving a friend as a sibling is when you know you can't love him more than a friend."
hmm, is that really true?
blossom. 3:48 PM
Saturday, March 01, 2008
ive been keeping up with the news lately, the escape of mas selamat felt like something from prisonbreak. it still feels unreal, cos its something that i've never thought would happen in singapore. i guess we all took singapore's tight security for granted, because there was never an error on our part. so much such that we forget that our security is not fool-proof - it is not perfect. im not saying that such a security lapse is okay, but i think that there's not much point in pointing fingers now, and forget all the work our defence force put in to keep us safe all this years. for now, lets all pray and hope that singapore will be fine.
singapore seems to be quite unlucky lately, with the unfortunate crane accident in nus. condolences to the deceased's family. it sucks that how this things like this can just happen to anyone, including me and you. but it didnt kill any of us, because the crane-operator saved our lives by swerving the crane away from the school when he realised that the crane was going to crash. for his selfless and noble act, lets do what we can to help his family to pick up from this mess (http://www.cranevictimsfund.blogspot.com/)
ive been gloomy and emo, i dont think anyone can stand me any longer, and trust me, i hate myself too. i had made a resolve to make a clean end, and to start treating myself better. i try really hard, but sometimes, i just can't hold out. if i had to analogize myself, i would be a pile of water. i find bits of myself evaporating off, and in happier times, i find my old self condensing back. but these times are often short-lived. i thought i got my old self back, hanging out with twc and during the sentosa outing. but when i get back to my room, i face nothing, and i sink into my gloomy world again. if you think about it, im really pathetic.
i guess, i really need you to find me before i disappear. and please, bring me to a place where love and feeling good dont ever cost a thing.
singapore seems to be quite unlucky lately, with the unfortunate crane accident in nus. condolences to the deceased's family. it sucks that how this things like this can just happen to anyone, including me and you. but it didnt kill any of us, because the crane-operator saved our lives by swerving the crane away from the school when he realised that the crane was going to crash. for his selfless and noble act, lets do what we can to help his family to pick up from this mess (http://www.cranevictimsfund.blogspot.com/)
ive been gloomy and emo, i dont think anyone can stand me any longer, and trust me, i hate myself too. i had made a resolve to make a clean end, and to start treating myself better. i try really hard, but sometimes, i just can't hold out. if i had to analogize myself, i would be a pile of water. i find bits of myself evaporating off, and in happier times, i find my old self condensing back. but these times are often short-lived. i thought i got my old self back, hanging out with twc and during the sentosa outing. but when i get back to my room, i face nothing, and i sink into my gloomy world again. if you think about it, im really pathetic.
i guess, i really need you to find me before i disappear. and please, bring me to a place where love and feeling good dont ever cost a thing.
blossom. 1:44 AM